Conclusion

Back blogging,after so many things that happened this few weeks, i realize that i cant handle my problem well enough, or should i say cant handle it at all. But 1stly, my friends problem, all i gotta say is that even though i changed, i sometimes do still think things my way, its like i realize i belong to a group of person when most of my friends are having problems, they dun tend to tell me whats wrong when i ask them, i know why, should be because i appear infront of them as someone who really dun give a fuck abt anything or someone who is not serious at all even when times come,they think i cant be serious when time arise. but well, thats if really thats what they think den well let them think that way, cause for some ppl who know me well, im those person who can be serious when time come, but if ppl think that im not a good person, then i'll let them think that way, cause i dun bother changing or purposely gonna suck up to them to make them think that im a good guy afterall. so if they think that im a bad person den well so be it. just listen to eminem-the way i am song 1 of the phrase - "I am whatever u say i am, if i wasnt then why would i say i am". alot of ppl say i changed I really dunno what im lacking of, or where did i changed. but theres something for me to smile about,kenneth and ching hoe thing is getting better. really glad. hope things improve. talk 2 each other more lah,haiyo, things can be like the past de. = )